Leap into the Word

Between the probable proved there yawns
A gap. Afraid to jump, we stand absurd,
Then we see behind us sink the ground and, worse,
Our very standpoint crumbling. Desperate dawns
Our only hope: to leap into the Word
That opens up the shuttered universe.

- Sheldon Vanauken

Psalm 1 诗篇第一篇

1 Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers.
2 But his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night.
3 He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers.
4 Not so the wicked! They are like chaff that the wind blows away.
5 Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment, nor sinners in the assembly of the righteous.
6 For the Lord watches over the way of the righteous, but the way of the wicked will perish.

1 有福的人：不从恶人的计谋，不站罪人的道路，不坐好讥笑的人的座位。
2 他喜爱的是耶和华的律法，他昼夜默诵的也是耶和华的律法。
3 他像一棵树，栽在溪水旁，按时结果子，叶子总不枯干；他所作的一切，尽都顺利。
4 恶人却不是这样，他们好像糠秕，被风吹散。
5 因此，在审判的时候，恶人必站立不住；在义人的团体中，罪人也必这样。
6 因为耶和华看顾义人的道路，恶人的道路却必灭亡。

Love for the game

“Love for the game, like it's always been. There's always ways to motivate and challenge you. Never really been in it for the money anyway. It's always been my dream to play on the biggest stages around the world, especially Wimbledon.”

Roger Federer

Roger Federer of women's tennis

Justine Henin has one of the most beautiful backhands I've seen in the women's game. Sublime backhands, I'd say.

And she's now through to the semis of the Australian Open, on just her 2nd tournament since her comeback.

I really hope to see her lift the trophy. (:

Ominous Premonition?

An SMS exchange which took place this morning between a good friend and I:

Friend: "Emmett!!! I dreamt that you became psychotic and v bitter with life cos some guy bullied you or sth. I hope it'll never happen!!! Haha have a great day in church :)"

Me: "Wad a weird dream! Haha.. I also hope tt won't ever happen."

Friend: "Hahaha yar it's v scary, I was quite traumatised."

Watching kids grow

The past few days of surveying has been really been an experience. Doing door-to-door surveys from 9:30am to 9:30pm with a 40-minute lunch break and 20-minute dinner break (without dinner) is just.. you have to experience it yourself to know what it's like. But there is so much to thank God for:
- The great weather: It's been cloudy and windy most of the time; the only time I felt the scorching heat was during lunch
- A great partner in Jasmine: She's really good, really fit. She could walk the whole day without the need to take any breaks. And actually, she was the one who asked the survey questions 75% of the time. My apologies to her for being half-an-hour late on the 2nd day; I know it's a capital offence to make girls wait. Sometimes I would be the one to suggest taking the lift for going 3 floors up, when she'd be the one to recommend the stairs. 真是自愧不如。 Also got to know her a little more.
- Nice respondents: Quite a few of them actually invited us in so we need not stand at their doorsteps. Some even offered us drinks!

No doubt everybody worked very hard, but I'd have to say God's grace is really sufficient. We got exactly enough respondents by end of Sunday. (:

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Anyway, that was just preamble. I'm not yet a parent, but I felt the tip of an iceberg of what a parent probably feels when a parent sees his/her children grow up. I saw my choir kids lead worship in front of an adult congregation for the first time on Sunday.

Pride and joy welled within me when I saw them leading worship on stage. Not that I really mentored them since they were young, or had a great part in their musical or spiritual development; but perhaps the past one year with them has brought me closer to them. And I really thank God that they have all grown and matured.

Now that a couple of them have completed their secondary school education, and pretty well too, I wish them all the best for their post-secondary education. I pray that they continue to be a great testimony in their service (not that I want to delineate and decompartmentalise service from the other aspects of their lives, but how else do I express it), studies and families.

P.S. Why is my preamble as long as the crux of my post?
P.P.S. Anyone still up for La Boheme? :D

有一天啊，宝宝。。。

这应该是我第一次完全用华文在部落格上写稿,想要如何下笔，还真是别一番滋味。自从中四高级华文会考以后，除了不时需要为牧师传道翻译而预备，及一次翻译一篇有关于“辅助生殖技术”的医学文章以外，似乎没太多用华文写作。阅读方面，除了圣经以外，也似乎没接触中文的书刊。也难怪总觉得自己的华文水平每况愈下，一日不如一日。

一位朋友借了我这本由台湾主播 蔡康永 著作的《有一天啊，宝宝。。。》。开始读的时候还不觉得有什么味道，但越读就越觉得有意思。接下来与大家分享一些 让我较有感触的字句：

《交换》
“但是宝宝，交换很难是一直这么心平气和的。因为你能提供的东西，别人不一定缺，而你想交换的那人，他想交换的对象可能不是你而是别人。我们不能太高估我们剪头发或除害虫的能力，在不需要的人眼中，只是多余的东西而已。。所以，我们也不能太高估，我们的爱。虽然我们常常觉得，那是我们仅有的了。”

《值得》
“反反复复会无聊吗？太阳每天都升起一次，降下一次，但只要我从对的地方望过去，日出和日落都还是让人目眩神驰。每一场雨都还是能让人狼狈或感伤，每一道闪电还是有魄力，每一道海浪、每一阵微风。。全都是反反复复，来了又去、去了又来的，宝宝，我对这些从来没有觉得无聊过。”

《演唱会》
“宝宝，我为什么一直对电视很有戒心，是因为电视老是让你以为，你听过那个歌了，但其实你没听过；老是让你以为你看过那个人了，但其实你没看过；老是让你以为你知道灾难与死亡了，但其实你不知道。。。
亲爱的宝宝，将来如果有你喜欢的歌手，你要想办法去听他的现场演唱会，去跟其他和你一样喜欢他的人在一起。你不知道那个歌手会有名多久，你也不知道他会愿意活多久。你只能趁他还在的时候，让他变成你回忆的一部分。”

正因此故，我常常都很希望能多去现场演唱会，但常去的话，对钱包的负担非常重:S
我还有一个愿望，就是能在Federer退休之前，在一次网球大赛的决赛中亲眼目睹他大显身手。但也不知道这愿望能否实现。

我几乎忘了华文表达巧妙、美丽之处。或许我该多尝试用华文表达。